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You fought for her love
But she returned to him
She's crazy
You deserve to be treated
Only like a king
I would treat you that way
But you will never know
For the simple reason
You are still hung up on her
I do not understand why
But I do
I can see how
Pretty she is
Smart she is
But I can also see
How loyal she is
To the other guy
I wish you could see
How much she loves him
Or how much I love you
I see you
And my heart
Jumps real high
She doesn't realize
How lucky she is
To be able to have a guy like you
I realize that
No matter what I do
I can never have a guy
As great as you
I want my friends
To try to hook us up
But I don't think that is possible
I'm not sure
I'm not your type
I just honestly don't think
You could or would
Ever care for me
I can wish
Dream
Hope
Pray
But nothing will ever come of it
It's funny
I've always thought of you
As more of a friend than a lover
But the more I see you
The harder I fall
It's impossible to believe
I know
I can hardly believe it
Especially since I am friends
With your sister
I fell for you unknowingly
And also very unfairly
Especially since I know
You can never ever
Care that deeply for me
Possibly we could be friends
If you wanted a friendship
I would gladly give
It to you
I would give you anything
That you could or
Would ever ask for
I would honestly
Give you my life
If you wanted it
But regardless I am
Not now nor have I
Ever been
Wanted
Needed
Loved
Cared for
By someone as
Sweet
Gentle
Kind
Loving
Caring
As you
I am giving up
All dreams, aspirations
Hopes, prayers, wishes
Of ever having you
In my entire life
Without you
My life will be
Bleak
Dismal
Sad
Unhappy
Depressed
But these are all the emotions
I am capable of having
Emotions run high
But my heart grows cold
Because without you
There is no warmth
Without you
There can be no happiness
Then again
I never said my emotions
Were always happy ones
For me
As of late
All emotions are depressing
Except when I see
You
Then my heart could
Probably burst from the
Happiness of seeing you
I am always
Angry or mad about something
Until I see you
Then the anger snaps
And I am left
Feeling elated for a couple of seconds
And then
Like a balloon being popped
My feelings deflate
And I am back
To feeling
Sad and blue
I am sure
I will find
Someone to care for
But honestly
Right now
All I want
Is you
I know you're not perfect
But to me you are as close as it gets
I wish you didn't care
So much for her
I want to be able to replace her
Even if it's impossible
© Katie Jones, 2001